i think the most embarrassing thing that can ever happen to a hockey player,
other than holding your stick upside down, is to drop your stick in a cabin full of commuters. ;/.
so, school was as usual for today.
i think that if i enter a coma one day,
my body will still act upon its own
& do the usual routines everyday. ;/.
anws, was really tempted to skip training today ah..
but seeing the fact that it was the last 3rd practice,
cheryl and i went for it super unwillingly lor. ):
i think i really sucks in being a hockey player,
its like i'll never fail to tio gan in all the practices lah.
yeah, it may not be like this in Modern Dance
but ive never regretted quitting dance to join hockey.
so i shall be more hardworking and train more......
sighs, ive got this terrible urge to skip school tmr.
shld i clear my six days of no-mc "leaves"? ):
there is no everlasting love..
& there is no everlasting friendship as well.
everything will just come to an end one day.
humans will die, plants will wither,
even the sun will burn to its own death one day.
so tell me, whats the purpose of putting in effort
when everything is going to be over in the end?
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im so sad & im so tired of being you pple's "extra".
just go ahead and do whatever you want now.
im just stupid, i need more time than the others
to understand maths. & thats why im always so busy.
so busy to meet up & have fun with my friends.
so busy to even sms or talk to my friends.
maybe im using this as an excuse, like what you've always said.
but you know what? you're nth special to me
& thats why im so unwilling to just spare a bit of my time
to let you into my life.
sorry but i AM this mean.
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